A bit sad

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A bit sad

by Jason
(Ireland)

As long as I can remember I loved being out alone in the woods. With noone else around I could give my feelings full reign and allow the beauty around me to warp me into a euphoric almost trance like state.

Recently though I became trapped in a self conscious cul de sac. I can't feel connected with nature because I've come to see this aspect of myself as preventing me from being connected to the people I love and all the drama that goes with it.

I'd welcome any comments or advice folks out there may have on this issue as I don't feel I can't trust my thinking. Can we be truly connected to our loved ones without partaking in the drama? Can we allow ourselves to be swept along by our feelings and still truly "be there" for our friends?

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Sep 19, 2009
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Givers and Takers - Welcome to a New Planet
by: Anonymous

Friend, If you don't feel you can trust your own thinking then your disconnect is not with nature or people but with your Self. We are tasked to identify our identities. Are you a magnificent Sovereign Being or someone who puts their trust in others above themselves? This is what I call a Give Away. Give away your trust. Give away your identity. Give away your power. Give away your sovereignty. As a Sovereign Being that is certainly your prerogative to give and I suspect it seems against your nature to take. The word “take” has historically been given a bad rap since it is a Sovereign’s nature to serve. I sense a new paradigm in our future which is what this website is about.

There is unerring balance in nature. Give and Take or Inflow and Outflow is an ethereal balance in our Beingness that behooves us to address, lest we create an imbalance. In this case the balance is to inflow trust, identity and power. Now, this brings up ancient memories when we abused power and betrayed trusts. We haven't known who we are but that is all changing. Your experience highlights your sensitivy to the collective pain of human history. As sensitives, we are clearing away the debris of thousands of years of abuse. It had to go somewhere and somebody had to do it. Sensitives are highly trained and highly skilled. We have never failed a mission. The veil was drawn over our eyes as to our true sovereign identity so we could feel pain more acutely. How we have suffered! How else could we help if we did not relate? The time is now for balance.

Through inflow of our power - rightfully used, through inflow of self trust - rightfully placed, through our heartful observance, we return to balance individually and collectively. You are no longer “swept along” but become the river. Do you feel that? We enjoy nature. We love humans. We heartfully observe the drama and become the eye of the hurricane. Be the Eye.

The drama may still take place and in fact may escalate as they are being moved to something different which is fearful to them. They are observing you. On an ethereal level they are looking to you to learn peace and balance. Shine your light. As WingMakers.com says “Step away from the fire light and cast a shadow of your own.”

In this example, we learn to truly serve by first taking. Let me put it this way. When we are born we did not first breathe out. We take IN our first breath.

Finally, it is perfectly fine to be rewarded for our efforts. It is a part of balance. Give and Take. Ying and Yang. Inflow and Outflow. What is our reward?

Welcome to a new planet.

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Friend, If you don't feel you can trust your own thinking then your disconnect is not with nature or people but with your Self. We are tasked to identify our identities. Are you a magnificent Sovereign Being or someone who puts their trust in others above themselves? This is what I call a Give Away. Give away your trust. Give away your identity. Give away your power. Give away your sovereignty. As a Sovereign Being that is certainly your prerogative to give and I suspect it seems against your nature to take. The word “take” has historically been given a bad rap since it is a Sovereign’s nature to serve. I sense a new paradigm in our future which is what this website is about. There is unerring balance in nature. Give and Take or Inflow and Outflow is an ethereal balance in our Beingness that behooves us to address, lest we create an imbalance. In this case the balance is to inflow trust, identity and power. Now, this brings up ancient memories when we abused power and betrayed trusts. We haven't known who we are but that is all changing. Your experience highlights your sensitivy to the collective pain of human history. As sensitives, we are clearing away the debris of thousands of years of abuse. It had to go somewhere and somebody had to do it. Sensitives are highly trained and highly skilled. We have never failed a mission. The veil was drawn over our eyes as to our true sovereign identity so we could feel pain more acutely. How we have suffered! How else could we help if we did not relate? The time is now for balance. Through inflow of our power - rightfully used, through inflow of self trust - rightfully placed, through our heartful observance, we return to balance individually and collectively. You are no longer “swept along” but become the river. Do you feel that? We enjoy nature. We love humans. We heartfully observe the drama and become the eye of the hurricane. Be the Eye. The drama may still take place and in fact may escalate as they are being moved to something different which is fearful to them. They are observing you. On an ethereal level they are looking to you to learn peace and balance. Shine your light. As WingMakers.com says “Step away from the fire light and cast a shadow of your own.” In this example, we learn to truly serve by first taking. Let me put it this way. When we are born we did not first breathe out. We take IN our first breath. Finally, it is perfectly fine to be rewarded for our efforts. It is a part of balance. Give and Take. Ying and Yang. Inflow and Outflow. What is our reward? Welcome to a new planet.

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Aug 14, 2009
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Everything in its time
by: Heidi

Dear Jason,

What you have written is indeed a bit sad. Do not deny yourself the outlet you so desperately need! I, too, struggle with the needs of others and the needs of myself. Take the time you must for yourself, to renew yourself. And then when you are ready you will truly be able to give wholey of yourself to others, and not just carelessly throw out the words and actions that seem to be required at that given moment. Giving yourself the time you need in nature, alone, will give you the strength to share that inner peace with those you love, you will want to share your joy with them... and they will feel your joy.

Jun 15, 2009
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Sorry to hear of your sadness
by: Anonymous

It can be a most difficult task staying emotionally connected without being emotionally effected. I find that sometimes I need to hold things at arms length as a sort of self preservation measure. Even then, sometimes I am overly effected. As a highly sensitive person it is difficult to achieve balance sometimes. I'm sorry to hear of your sadness and suffering and I pray for you to be able to find some balance.

Most Sincerly,
Brenda

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